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Dreaming of YOU [30 Sep 2005|02:18pm]
[ mood | chipper ]

When I close my eyes I dream of you.
Can't sleep at night 'cause I wanna be with you.
Don't want to live, don't want to cry
Without you by my side.
When I go to sleep at night
I ask God to make my days bright.
I know he will do it - I know it is true.
Because he knows I only want to be with you.
I hear your voice inside my head.
I can imagine us together again.
I know it will happen - I know it is true;
Because I asked God if I can be with you.
I see you and I together again;
Holding hands and feeling the pain.
What a beautiful feeling - I wish it were true.
But I am only dreaming - dreaming of you. (",)

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[29 Sep 2005|10:57am]
[ mood | peaceful ]

** I Think of U **

With the start of each new day
I find myself thinking of you...
In the middle of my busy day,
my mind wanders and I think of you...
Out of nowhere I see your smile,
hear your laugh and I think of you...
Life is beautiful now because I fall in love
all over again each time I think of you. (",)

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Dancing in the Rain [28 Sep 2005|06:27pm]
[ mood | rejected ]

Please do not blame the rain
If it poured and ruined your day

It's been so long
Since I let you go

It was easy to say goodbye
Now we can't even say hi

Sometimes I spend my time
With only you on my mind

Inside I weep
Inside your secrets I forever promise to keep

I wonder a lot these days
Why you didn't fall on your knees

I tore at your pride
I killed a lot inside

I once gave you wings to fly
In the end you crashed and died

Sorry doesn't come close to fixing what I did

In the end all I can do is try and be your friend

I once had all this bottled up regret and anger
Your heart use to be in serious danger

Somewhere along the way
I came to count on the rain to hide all this pain

I set you free one day
For a few months I lived in harmony

I use to regret letting you go
Now I know the truth

If you had really loved me
My stubborn selfish pride wouldn't have made you run and hide

Instead of lying to myself
I'm just going to fight this feeling or die

In the end
We ended up letting each other down

Now a let me say to ya honey
I will always care and be there

Even though we could probably work this out
Life has taken us down different roads since

No matter what
I won't let you give in this time

It's sad to say
I don't trust myself with your heart anyway

I don't ever want to hurt you again
Accept me as your friend

Inside I use to cry
Tonight I will fly

Remember the day you went dancing in the rain

That was the day I released all this pain

When you went dancing in the rain
You were dancing in my pain

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[05 Jun 2005|11:16pm]
you're a gaurdian angel
you're a gaurdian angel. you fight and protect the
people you love and vaule.


what kind of angel are you?
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The Sun Will Still Rise (",) [03 Jun 2005|11:09pm]
[ mood | happy ]

little faith, brightens are rainy day
life is difficult u can go away
don't hide yourselves in a corner
you have my place to stay

sorrow is gonna say goodbye
opens up u see the happy sunshine
keep going on with ur dream
chasing tomorrow sunrise
the spirit can never die

sun will shine my friend
won't let you cry my dear
seeing you , share the tear
make my wound disappear
you never be alone in darkness
see my smile my friend
we are with you holding hands
you have god to believe
you are my destiny
we meant to be ur friends
that's what a friendship be (",)

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Your Love Style is Agape [03 Jun 2005|04:07pm]


Your Love Style is Agape









You are a caring, kind, and selfless partner.

Unsurprisingly, your love style is the most rare.

You are willing to sacrfice your world for your sweetie.

Except it doesn't really feel like sacrifice to you.

For you, nothing feels better than giving to the one you love.


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What Age Do You Act? [03 Jun 2005|04:07pm]


You Are 22 Years Old



22





Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.

13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.

20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.

30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!

40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.


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Till The End (",) [02 Jun 2005|05:56pm]
[ mood | creative ]

All these precious moments, With you by my side
Must be a gift from heaven, That's holding me all night
I don't know how I found you, I'm thankful that I have
Now that I have a love so true, To hold, to keep, to share

*In my heart I can no longer hold inside
All of the love I used to hide
I'll always be with you until the very end
In this world there is no place I'd rather be
You are my life, my soul, my girl
And through it all I know
You're come to see that you're the one till the end
All my friends around me, Say you'd be gone too soon
Baby I'm gonna make them see
We've found our way back home

We'll always be till the end (",)

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Brotherhoods.... [28 May 2005|01:38pm]
[ mood | optimistic ]

Yesterday really frighten by Jiro...suddenly sent a msg to me...sound like sumthing damn important & big is happen....so i quickly went to the park to meet him, Ichiro oso same....Look at him, i noe tat there's sumthing happened adi....to him now still got wat prob if not bout "LOVE"??! listen to wat he say, suddenly dunno why just look at myself..but not myself now, is the past....so i very understand his feeling now...."Hei, man, no matter how or wat decision u make...we will still here.....supporting u, coz we r brothers!!!" anyway, there's a solution...just see u wanna to face it onot.........anything just find us...we will be here for u....BrOtHeRs FoReVeR....(",)

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What's Your Thinking Style? [28 May 2005|01:05pm]

Your Dominant Thinking Style:

Experimenting

You're all about looking at the facts, and you could always use more of them.
You see life as your lab - and you're always trying out new things, people, and ideas.

The master of mix and match, you're always coming up with unique combinations.
You are good at getting a group to reach consensus.

Your Secondary Thinking Style:

Exploring

You thrive on the unknown and unpredictable. Novelty is your middle name.
You are a challenger. You tend to challenge common assumptions and beliefs.

An expert inventor and problem solver, you approach everything from new angles.
You show people how to question their models of the world.

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What's Your Personality Type? [28 May 2005|12:59pm]


Your #1 Match: INFJ




The Protector

You live your life with integrity, originality, vision, and creativity.
Independent and stubborn, you rarely stray from your vision - no matter what it is.
You are an excellent listener, with almost infinite patience.
You have complex, deep feelings, and you take great care to express them.

You would make a great photographer, alternative medicine guru, or teacher.


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What Are The Keys To Your Heart? [28 May 2005|02:17am]
The Keys to Your Heart
You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart.
In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.
You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.
Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.
In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now.
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Because of the gravity…(",) [24 Jan 2005|03:38pm]
[ mood | peaceful ]

Gravity…is a normal or basic theory in this world…
Because of it everything in this world will fall down even u have thrown something to the air…
But gravity not only appears in this world, actually everyone in this world also has the ability or power of the gravity……
Human’s gravity is the most powerful gravity which everyone in this world also will fall in to…
And the gravity also calls as “LOVE”…..
When someone fall into it, there is nobody can help him/her….but normally they will know when is the gravity appear in their life…..because they will get an alert message which is call “FEEL”….
Nobody in this world can escape from it, but they can stop themselves to fall in to the “gravity”….
Human’s gravity not like the world gravity because there are two type of human’s gravity….
It divided to “HAPPINES GRAVITY” & “SADNESS GRAVITY”
Its depand how lucky the person who falls into it…
Everyone in this world does not know that there is a “CLASS” which hiding inside the gravity…
They only hope to fall into the “HAPPINESS GRAVITY”, but actually no matter which gravity they have fall into it, there are always a benefit for them, just they refuse to accept it...
The “CLASS” will teach us to be more independence, more courage, more mature & many more….
But there are no teachers in this “CLASS”,
Because YOU are the only TEACHER & STUDENT…..
When u falls down, there is nobody will help u to stand up, if u refuses to do so…
Is all depands on your own…
But, sometimes we have to thanks to the gravity,
Because of the gravity, we know how to appreciate, how to love, how to protect & become stronger too….
If u know what I’m mean, then u will see there are many “GRAVITY” around u,
At last u will know how to create “GRAVITY” to anyone, anywhere & anytime……(“,)

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I Saw A Fairy Princess Dance (",) [27 Dec 2004|01:13pm]
[ mood | awake ]

I saw a fairy princess dance
Oh how I love to dream of fairies can you imagine my delight?
I saw a real fairy in the forest just last night
she stepped into a clearing with a certain kind of ease
as if one with nature she floated with the breeze
higher higher ever higher reaching to the sky
then slowly drifting down as the wind began to sigh
at once she crossed the clearing such gracious leaps and bounds
her music was a symphony all the forest sounds
creatures from near and far became her dancing troop
a single moonbeam shinning on leader of the group
she twirled in a corner and awoke the fallen leaves
they whirled all about her underneath the trees
frenzy gripped the clearing mad abandon everywhere
it seemed that all of nature was celebrating there
suddenly silence...a soloist began his song
and the fairy moved as if to sing along
music and dance in a union so complete
the voice of the songbird came from the fairy's feet
everywhere she touched ground new life began to stir
soon a path of flowers began to follow her
she was caressed by that moonbeam till the light of dawn
when the first ray hit the ground that instant she was gone
now the sun and moon were hand in hand
both were shinning too, everywhere a golden glow
with moon beams twinkling thru
she left behind a field of flowers where before the earth was bare
I wondered if that fairy ever knew that I was there
was it the answer to my dream? or just by chance (",)

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-it is love- [03 Nov 2004|10:46pm]
[ mood | good ]

it was love, when i 1st looked into ur eyes
all i needed 2 do was 2 say that i loved u
but i was 2 afraid;i was paralsed
i never had the guts 2 say,' i love u'...

it is love that is filling my heart right now
i think i have the guts 2 tell u so
so, 2 teLL u those 3 words, i shall
i love u, truly, madly, deeply, i really do

it is love that i see in ur crystal eyes
i think he purposely send u 2 me
so, 2 u, my heart shall sacrific
all i want 2 hear from u is that u love me

it is love that makes e keep going
and go on i shall in the name of love
to deny my love i will start dying
so please, i need your love

it is love, the only thing that can set me free
and only u,the only 1 who can give me love
and only i can give u love and set u free
2gether we shall dance in the season of love.. (",)

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Stand By [22 Oct 2004|10:31pm]
[ mood | hopeful ]

Now is 25 dergree....wat's a lonely nite...
I dunwan to think about u anymore...
Coz u'r in his arm so u must be very happy,
I suppose to wish u happiness.....
Is too cold for me now...until i wan to cry....
but i can"t....
I know tat how stupid i am, no matter how bitter, i oso will smiling at u...
Gazing at the fading sky & i know that i can't change the ending of our story....
So wat for i escape from it?!
Listen to the sound of wind which like laughing at me...
U dun ask me why, why, why...i'm still standing here 4 u....
Coz u found ur happiness, so no matter how pain, i oso will say all right....
When the wind blow away my love, at least the sky will cry for me.......
If one day, he could not give u happiness.
& u miss my jacket,.....
just let me know.....
Coz i will stand by .....for u......
ANYTIME!!! (",)

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Hidden Words [14 Oct 2004|07:49pm]
[ mood | peaceful ]

After few years, i only notice that you are the one.....i love most....
Do you know that "sad & regret" are my feeling when u are leaving?!
What can i do now to see you again?!
There is nothing left for me, except our memories....

Do you know that after you leave, i also could not forget about you?!
I could not forget bout your face, your smile, your breath & everything about you.....
Bcoz, everytime when i close my eyes.....you will appear in front of me!!!
You are not hide inside my mind...but my HEART....

If i have a wish....i wish i could see you again...
Maybe that time, our feeling will be different....
And i know our story will not be continue....
But at least, at least....let me see you once more.....

So that i can tell you something that i never say before....
Although, it seems not so important to you....
But to me, it's very important...
Bcoz, i won't say this again to other girls anymore....

" I LOVE YOU " (",)

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oneday, someday [07 Oct 2004|11:57am]
[ mood | peaceful ]

What can I do,
You're the only one who makes me move,
another day goes by that I gloom,
sometimes I wish I didn't have feelings for you,
but I am thankful that fate let me to you.
I seldom speak,
until sometimes it may show that I am weak,
I often feel tense at times you're nearby,
the sight of you makes me nervous I don't know why,
but I'm on cloud 9 when I hear you say hi.
I love you,
more than anyone ever will,
even when they say I'll never be the one you want,
but is it my fault to fall in love with you,
when I'm following my heart which tells me it's you I need,
in my life....
You're beautiful,
so beautiful to my eyes I'm crying writing this,
but no one will understand how I feel about you,
or the times I'm feeling dark and blue,
it's always worse when I'm missing you.
and I admit I think about you everyday,
I wish I could meet you in any way,
but sometimes I don't want to see you,
because it hurts me so much when I do,
I wish I was the one loving you.
I tried to hide that I'm jealous of the one you chose,
the sound of her name tears my heart apart I'm lost,
but it doesn't matter,
I'll never be the one you need I suppose,
in your life....
I want to hold your hand,
and I wish we were more than just friends,
but some dreams can never come true,
so I try not to understand,
all the feelings I have for you.
If I could only touch you,
You'd know I'd never make you cry,
You're the only one I'll ever need,.
I wish I could look into your eyes,
and tell you all I feel about you,
how much I need you by my side
One day I hope to win your trust,
then we could write a story about us,
all my life I've wanted someone to hold on to,
I want you to know that I wish it were you,
and I hope one day you'd feel the same way too
I LOVE YOU !!! (",)

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Perfect Moment [24 Sep 2004|02:59pm]
[ mood | happy ]

this is my moment.
  this is my perfect moment with you.
 
  this is what God meant.
  this is my perfect moment with you.
 
  wish i could freeze
  this space in time,
  the way that i feel
  for you inside.
 
  this is my moment.
  this is my perfect moment with you.
 
  tell me you love me.
  when you leave,
  you're more than a shadow.
  that's what i believe.
 
  you take me to places
  i never thought i'd see.
  minute by minute,
  you're the world to me.
 
  i wish i could frame
  the look in your eyes,
  the way that i feel
  for you inside.
 
  this is my moment.
  this is my perfect moment with you.
 
  and if tomorrow brings a lonely day,
  here and now i know i haven't lived in vain.
  i'll cry my tears in the rain.
  and if love never comes again,
  i can always say i've been
  to paradise skies in your eyes, eyes, eyes.
 
  tell me you love me.
  the moment you leave,
  you're more than a shadow.
  i've got to believe.
 
  i wish i could keep
  you all of my life,
  the way that i feel
  for you inside.
 
  this is my moment.
  this is my perfect moment with you.
 
  this is my moment.
  this is my perfect moment with you,
  with you. (",)

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Beauty of Imperfection. [22 Sep 2004|10:19am]
[ mood | peaceful ]

Everynite loneliness sure will come towards me.....
I thought i can forget, but your eyes, your smile & your voice will appear in my mind whenever i close my eyes....
I still remember that day you slowly slowly disappeared in front of me...
Then i only notice that, it aches my heart until i forget to breath.....
Now i only admit that, love end so easy.......
Thanks for the "Beauty of Imperfection",
so that I appreacite everything which are around me....
Thanks for the "Beauty of Imperfection",
so that a short happiness can become my everlasting memories...
B'coz of "Beauty of Imperfection",
this world become more beautiful......
If we can achieve everything, how can we learn.....
"Beauty of Imperfection"........(",)

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